My 1st national game is non chinese (MABA CUP) championship.........This championship already start at 16 oct.........Yesterday is my 2nd game which held on 2130 (PDRM vs KL)...This is a hard game which mean is a challenging game......I were the umpire 2 of this game.......But, i'm vry disappointed with my performance on yesterday night......i'm totally lost in that match....i don't know wat myself are doing on that respective game..........My judgement become woesr n worse , even worst.......I totally lose my confidence in that game......Alot of fouls which occur in front of me, and in my coverage area, i also didnt call it......My frenz said me didnt prepare well for going this championship...i'm vry agree with wat him say........I want improve, i 1 upgrade, so i want make a change......After the whole night for recall back the mistake that i had done in the match, i already noe wat suppose to do.....I will be back to the normal situation and level start frm today....i dont want be influence by everyone else anymore...I want become my own...I want walk out my own judge style...ALL THE BEST, i belive that i can DO IT.....